friends

first.... nv ever thought i will have to start a diary under such situation.... first month anniversary...and the first time i feel that the friendship is shaky... maybe not so for other c7s.....but between mi shanyi and weijie....

today went to lib wif shanyi and kng wee... and mama(s) call..... from their tone.... shanyi and mi knoe we tml cannot go kbox....first thing that comes to our mind --> how to tell the others?

cos all the while we know everibody veri enthu... kng is counting down...and weijie..even though he need to go sch in the morning..he still wanna go kbox... we knoe everybody is looking 4ward... mi and shanyi as well.... cos everitime we will have great fun without fail...

k....finally broke the news to kng wee...he say nvm.....den msg weijie...

weijie sounds disappointed sad and angry...

mi and shanyi .... helpless.....guilty....

we talked over the phone and found that the frienship is shaky....we know it is hard to be together all the while.... jcs... is full of activities....project and long time table...it will be hard for us to gather.... and only one month...den this kind of thing happen... only one feeling : scared

scared tat we will drift apart... we promised to be each other 's children godma and pa... we promised to last...we promised to open a new shop.... so many promises....i dun wan them to turn into empty promises....

for today's miscommunication...i tink mi and shanyi really have to bear all the responsibility....cos we nv spare thought for u all....we always leave to last min den say....in the end....that's y when turn out lydat....

we really veri veri veri scared....insecure and insecure and insecure.... juz now online that time... shanyi say she online u offline... can feel sumthin wrong liao.... the tears juz.... haiz....(same thing goes to shanyi...she *** as well) we really cherish it alot alot! a lifetime friendship...i dun wan it to end in a month....

we will make sure we confirm things properly wif our mother first b4 telling u all.....

friendship is all about caring understanding..trust and effort...

frienship...there is always bound to have obstacles... either it gets stronger after obstacle or ....

i hope.... we will make our frienship stronger and not ....

buddha bless us....

(feelings: sad .. insecure... heartbroken)