Confused

hmm suddenly i feel like going to a poly le..study wad i really wan to do after i leave school..mass com at Ngee Ann or Biz Admin at S'p..even susu and choo choo are thinking of goin to poly after O's results are out..perhaps we are all scared by GP..at first i was very keen in goin to a jc de..when choo choo sae she wanna go poly i even ask her to think properly..cos i nv imagine her to be in a poly..when susu sae she wanna go poly i was oso quite shocked..cos she oso very keen in going to a jc..but suddenly after my research on "Male Subjugation" i am really very sick of it...i really dun wan more of it..anymore GP..

Suddenly very confused lor..like wan to make up my mind to go poly and quit sch now...but you abit fang bu xia lydat..now i finally feel how susu and choo choo feel recently liao...today i oso bought LIME magazine..i dun see LIME one lah but dis issue they got an extra booklet tat toks bt poly life..so i buy one copy and see lor..den i realise hor..the Perfect 98.7 DJ Jean Danker is from Ngee Ann Mass Com de leh ! Futhermore, the Channel NewsAsia Newscaster Cheryl Fox is oso from Ngee Ann Mass Com ! Suddenly it gave me a new hope - going to poly can oso realise my dream - to be a newscaster..

i duno wad is my zui hou jue ding leh...but i really hope that the day of releasing O's results will come faster so i can make my final decision..if not feel so unsteady.. like dunno where i'm heading to lydat...

hmm after tokking so much abt dis confusing matter..hehe on a lighter note...YEAH I"M METTING C7 ON HARI RAYA HAJI !!!!!! hehe alwayz so happy when i can meet u guys....mon faster come ! mon faster come ! MON FASTER COME !

Love,
Shan Shan ~ Purple