What is Happening...I don't know

It had been a long long time since all the Concentration 7 members got together. The birthday celebration for Jun and wj, as far as i am concern, was the last time that we really meet up with each other. Two weeks or so..

We all had wanted to meet yesterday. However, i cant make it in the end. My relatives from Malaysia was coming to Singapore and had only informed us in the last minute. thats was why i cant make it. I know that some would be angry at the fact that plans are always apoilt at the very last minute. I am sorry about that but i cant just ignore my relatives who came all the way to Singapore..

I think u all would have to agree with me that we miss each other greatly in this period of time that we never meet up with each other. Well, if u all don't agree, at least u all know that i am missing those time that we got together and talk--talk about everything, play--play all the stupidest game we can come up with.

It is not that everyone do not want to meet. Sometimes, its just too hard for each and everyone to find a common free time that everyone can make it. We have our own life, we have our own things to do. Everyone is different. Therefore, for us to stay together for as long as we can, we would have to compromise and accomodate. Though it is not possible all the time, but we have to accept this true hard facts. We may not be able to meet as and when we like, but just contiue to look forward to that day. It will come...sooner or later.

It may seems like empty waiting, but like what susu mention, absence makes the heart fonder. then that way, we will even treasure the time we are together.

Personally, i think that if everyone is having the feeling that C7 will not work when we does not meet up for so long, or C7 will 'collaspe' when we cant even have a time to chat online, or anything that let anyone feels that C7 is not together, then all the more we should make full use of this diary. we my come up at different time of the day, write down what we are feeling or thinking. And when the others come online to read the diary, we can know what is happening to each and everyone. At least this way, we can feel each other's existence. At least we can still feel the bond there. .

I am not trying to force everyone to write here. But i think that everyone is quite upset for the fact that we were unable to meet yesterday. I am trying to tell everyone that there is always other means to feel the bond as long as we put in the effort to do so. i just hope that this space that is already opened up will be make full use of..

i do not know if anybody is going to read this entry. All i know now is that i am feeling much better after i had written this entry..

~Orange~